Missing Voice

May 14, 2009 Angel Orihimesama

There are lots of things that I wanted to tell to everybody but I don’t have any voice for me to be able to express my feelings. I can’t blame anybody why is this happening to me and my faith is the thing that lives in me that’s why I’m still here standing and trying to be firm. We don’t even know what will happen next and what would be the possible things that might happen in the near future yet I’m still hoping for the best thing to come along my way.

It’s so hard for me to accept the reality that there are certain things that we need to change. These things that we wanted to stay and last forever but the time is trying to keep us away from it. If only we could make a way to change the sail of the wind and not to direct in a different way but we need to go along with the flow.

There are lots of questions in my mind that needed an answer. An answer that is so hard to accept. Why do we need to be in this place and why do we need to be in this way? The only answer that I know is that “God has a reason for everything”. I know He carries us whenever we stumble and fall. He might not see him but we could feel His presence. I know I can make these trials because you are always been there for me. You have the reason for this for me to be a better and God-fearing person as you like me to be. Oh God give me more strength and wisdom to be firm in this darkest hour of my life.

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